P I've just sat through another dire England performance just like we did exactly a year ago today. We didn't know what the following day would bring........ A year on and I'm finally at peace knowing you're at peace. I've had good days and horrendous days and nights . I also know that you have given me the strength to see it through this past year and also to help, as much as I could, your family and friends,who incidentally have been an absolute constant source of encouragement over the past year. Your incredible strength has rubbed off on me P and for that I will be eternally grateful. You're still so much a part of everyone's life, with all the memories and stories you left behind. You will be forever a massive part of my life and, as I've said before and will continue to say, it was an absolute honour to be your partner and mate for the time we had together. Keep dancing up there babe Xxxxx