7 years ago we had your birthday party, your 32nd birthday which in turn was your last. Seeing the video today of you walking in, your smile so big! I always hoped it wouldn’t be your last birthday, maybe we knew it would be but I’m so glad we celebrated your final one with us in such a way that we still remember the fun and laughter from that night. I’ve been thinking the past few days, I wonder what we’d be planning for your 40th next year. I have a feeling maybe you and Tony would have gone off to vegas, possibly a little white chapel wedding haha but we would definitely have been organising something big for it! Just pondering what would have been as always. Miss you, love you xxx