I'm still not sure how life goes on without you. I wake up on a morning and for a split second I forget that you're no longer here but then I remember and feel numb. Our friends and memories get me through. I know you'd be embarrassed by the wallowing and the sentimental side of things but you would love the laughter and the stories we tell. The long forgotten ones get the biggest laughs. There are so many that I'll be telling them everyday for the rest of my life. Tears will fall, the memories will stay and you'll be forever in my heart because that's where best friends go and sisters stay x